Monday, April 29, 2013

Sad ;(

Been awhile since I have blogged, 4 years to be precise... Lots has changed and I don't even know why I am starting again. This blog is pretty dead but I think I just want a place to dump ideas, memories and moments. Too lazy to write out in a diary so this is the next best thing.

Talked to Cassie about blogging, dayum her blog/s are awesome... pretty jelly, reminds me of those really well done bebos and other blogs from highschool using css. ALSO GOING TO START Project365, photo a day! Getting older, need to start keeping track of things or else I will forget ;3.
http://www.towardsyourtomorrow.blogspot.com

Been loving the study music project, in particular the first song, Ever Eternity, THANK YOU DENNIS KUO.


That along with coffee has been getting me through this evil Constitutional Assignment which I have left way too late. MEH... I blame DotA 2 >_>;;.

Need to start hitting the physio more, really starting to feel fat. Snacking hard and staying up late. After all the photos came out yesterday, I have really started to notice my inability to smile in photos. Need to work on that.

Things have been pretty mediocre with E, convos have become pretty dead, unresponsive, not really sure where it is going or what to do. Trade off between realising that someone is losing interest and refusing to become too clingy or needy. Feels pretty saddening and lonely though after months of convos all day everyday, coffee visits during work and warm bodies. Best thing to do is probably reduce contact... SHIT HAPPENS.

GAMEPLAN:
- Physio, running programs, 1-2x Power, 1x Str
- Bball, need to get back into it, shooting is terrible at the moment...
- Gym, do you even lift bro?
Tons of birthdays coming up and I havent really been saving much, Tims bday is coming up, along with Claras, Pauls, Hieps and more... =_=;; Probably time to hermit,
Japan in a month as well. Aiya......

This semester is the worst I think I have ever seen. Drama central reoccuring, thought I escaped that shit after last year... After Const is finished tomorrow, I have...
week 10 - Enviro Solar
week 11 - Court report
week 12 - Game theory PS2
week 13 - Enviro KYOTO presentation
SWOTVAC
Exam Block - 3 exams in just over 24 hours.. Evidence, Game Theory, Enviro.. Fuck.

Oh well chin up, do what you can, give it 100% and leave no regrets behind. I know I am a sucker for cliches, fight me >_>;;. Need to learn to cheer up!

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